`Juz-a-Lil-Gur|`MyRa`

2010-01-25T10:25:00.001+08:00

I`VE SHIFTED TO;

WWW.TINGEOFTANGO.BS.COM.

2009-07-27T13:27:00.002+08:00

I guess it just goes to show, you can`t always get what you want and what you need, instead you`ll get the bad end of the stick, no matter how hard you push love.

2009-07-16T16:51:00.006+08:00

Her: "Eh, Gurkhas are not locals right ?"

Him: "Nope."

Her: "How come ah ?"

Him: "Singaporeans don`t dare to take risks."

Her: "Ouh, then where are they from ? Myanmar eh ?"

Him: "Nipple."

Her: "Nepal lah !"
Him: "Eh ya, nipple tu tetek."

Her: "Hahahaha !"

Our random conversations on the bike.

2009-07-14T10:58:00.018+08:00

"the huzz and buzz"

I loveeeee the water

Life`s been a buzz eversince i came back from Redang. And eversince Lan got his own bike with his hard earned money. I am so happy for him for he got what he have always wanted. Its now my turn to save up for a car, no ? Heh.

So last Friday, met up with the babes for dinner at Swensens. Did a little catch up and i mean very little cause i had to leave early to go to Radin`s. Dropped by daddy`s first to collect them satays and waited for Lan. We reached Radin`s close to eleven that night. Poor couples including Din`s parents had to starve themselves till we both reach. So sweet. So, pizza and satay night it was. With indonesian horror movie and some chinese vampire movie.

She, who can`t see anything in white with long hair.

So that`s the purpose of the comforter

We lazed and even slept fer a bit there. Left his house somewhere close to four in the morning. Woo, a cold ride home.

Blurred.

Had a date with Amy after her work on Saturday and lunch-ed at Macd. We spent most of our time just sitting there yakking away. Lan came by to fetch me fer our Transformers. Ya, like finally right ? It was just la la la.. I still prefer the first one though. After the movie, met the couples and we drove to Haig Road fer supper.

Sunday was a few hours without the boys. The girls decided to do some shopping at Bugis so we three met at six plus that evening. Good thing is, i no longer shop as much as i used to. I only bought a wedge which i doubt i`d even wear besides raya which is in two months time.

The eeeee-rritating Mat Kotais

The boys came around nine and we zoomed to Changi Village to get dinner. Packed them and sat by the beach to eat while watching the noisy planes fly by every three minutes or so. See, eversince Lan got his bike, we three couples meet almost every weekend and all we do each time we meet is to either dinner or supper. Sigh, i can forget about flattening my unglam bulging tummy altogether. Boohoo.

2009-07-06T15:02:00.003+08:00

SATURDAY; Met the girls, Amy and Shaz at three fer our hair date. And since i promised Mimi, i brought the lil sis along to rebond her hair. So the three of us did soft rebond and trimming while Shaz had her hair coloured to something decent. It was such a long day at the salon. Afterwhich to Jurong Point fer Amy`s camera and dinner.

Followed them both to Yishun to meet Lan and the couples. Again, to Newton fer supper. Ouh i had my all time favourite, cockles. Yum ! Then to Kallang fer a fast game of bowling before heading home.

SUNDAY; Adidas/Nike warehouse sale. Kway Teow Gorengs, Mutton Chop, Gado-gado and Nasi Ayam Penyet with the contaminated belachan at Brickworks. Sim Lim, Bugis Street. Then off to Radin`s place together with Ika and Yat.

Taken. Coming Soon. Ip Man. With keropok, chikin nuggets, power homemade chilli sauce, nasi lemak and durian. All courtesy of Din`s parents. It was so much fun lazing at his place movie marathoning and munching on a cold rainy day. Left the house around midnight and headed fer home. Shagged.

And today, the two big bosses from our head office in Australia are here. So i woke up extra early and came to work extra early. I is so sleeeeepy. But thank god its only fer today and tomorrow.

2009-06-30T16:04:00.031+08:00

So i`m back after drowning myself in the seas of Redang fer three days. I have too many pictures which have already been uploaded into facebook. The crystal clear blue sea, the corals and fishes, the swimming in deep sea without a life jacket, the layankan boatmen and snorkeling guides, the hiccups we face every now and then, the little little squabbles we had eversince the very day we started planning on this trip, it was a nice experience all in all.

They say travelling makes you see the world better and opens your mind wider, in one way or another. And because this was my first trip ever with friends, everything didn`t quite fall in place. Its all about whether one is able to accept another`s flaws because noone can ever be perfect. Nevertheless, i`m sure everyone had their share of fun there.

For all that we went through, i cannot really put this whole trip into words. I just can`t. Not that every single thing was messed up but the experience, its just beyond words. If i could, i would want to do this all over again. =)

Before departing on our coach...

Our first day...

That gorgeous sea

Our first night...

Because it was our first time and we didn`t know where to go, we just played pool.

Its ridiculous i know but well..

Our second night...

This time round we had the boatman and snorkeling guide to bring us around.

Their expensive gift shop

We did airbrush too !

I had an eagle and wanted to show daddy

But mine didn`t last for even a day

One of Redang`s open air club

With Abang Black, the only guide who bothered tolerating us.

We grooved

We laughed

We flicked here and there

We fiddled with our dresses

We had had so much fun.

In the beginning.

2009-06-25T10:23:00.041+08:00

Here, the procrastinated pictures from Radin`s cammy of my twenty-first by the beach in the wee morning with the couples, the slimy fried bee hoon, chickin stix, untouched tidbits, hazelnut cake, presents and my tired face aftermath of fleamarket.

That hazelnut birthday cake

I couldn`t be more thankful

The love

The girlfriends

From Din`s parents, Cik Mas and Cik Aim.

I loveeee the card !

Unwrapping present round 1

Tadaaa !

A parfum

Thanks Cik Mas and Cik Aim !

Second present from Yat and Ika

Unwrapping present round 2

Olla ! A pair of earrings.

And a dress

Cum long skirt

Third pressie from Radin and Sarina

Unwrapping present round 3

Seems like i`ve no choice but to wear it anyway, haha.

And a....

Friendship frame

DIY birthday card from them all

Ouh, the handphone`s not inclusive.

The boy-friends

Thanks a bunch guys ! Love love.

I love you more lah dey !

So tonight is the night i`ll be departing with them girls. And baby, four days is nothing compared to your one month okay. Don`t worry too much fer you need to concentrate on your tests and pass them all. All the best, love. You have my prayers.

Misses and kisses, all of you !

2009-06-23T14:48:00.009+08:00

"deltas"

Met up with the secondary school mates yesterday fer dinner at Newton Circus. Though i wasn`t quite close to them back then during school days, i went anyway. Because the dude who came from California wanted me to and since i was bored and had nothing to do, i thought might as well. We had belated new york cheesecake from Bakerzin fer the June babies as well.

The June dragons

That California dude, that American Indian.

And my favourite boy. Huhu.

My 2002 classmates

PS: I am leaving in two days time but i still don`t feel the hullabaloo. I haven`t even started packing a single thing ! How`s that ?

2009-06-22T18:04:00.002+08:00

Its over. Don`t have to be all so sorry anymore.

2009-06-22T12:36:00.005+08:00

"the key"

Radin hasn`t upload the pictures so i shall just make do without it first. Anyway, kakak, Ashik and abang`s friends lit the sparklers and sang me a birthday song at 12am sharp right there at Changi Village. Radin`s parents popped by too after the fleamarket and passed me a present. Headed to East Coast Park afterwhich where the two couples complained they waited too long fer me and Lan. And yea, till the mee they brought turned slimy. I am so sorry fer that.

Then came a hazelnut cake with candles without fire fer the wind by the beach was too strong. Followed by pretty cards and presents from the couples. Tell me who would ever do all that on ma birthday at two plus in the wee morning ? And Lan, he was just physically there. Because he was sleeping when i was busy unwrapping the presents. He must have been really tired, i understand.

And Sunday itself, he chose to work voluntarily when he knows he was supposed to be at a wedding function. I was there with ma family. And his family. He went to his friend`s family pit or something after work at Pasir Ris to eat. Honestly, i was a lil disappointed eventhough i know he was there at East Coast that morning to celebrate my twenty-first. I am already fine with the fact that he had to postpone ma gift since he is very tight right now and i jolly well understand that. I am not expecting any presents from him either. All i hoped for was a simple cheap dinner which everyone with initiative would do on their loved one`s birthday. But nevermind, he did text me at ten last night when he just reached home mentioning to me he was tired after he ended his work at five.

I don`t know why i sound so whiny when i am already so immuned to not celebrating and getting anything for my birthday since young. Sometimes, it pains alot when people don`t remember how much effort we have put in just to make them happy. I just felt like crying maself to sleep after reaching home from the function last evening. So i lied on bed and did just that.

And the last thing i would ever wanna hear from anyone at all, "So what did your boyfriend get you ?" be it fer ma birthday, valentine`s day, anniversaries or infact, throughout these five years. Because i always, always have difficulty answering that question.

Happy belated twenty-first to me...

To make me feel better, a secondary school mate is now on board a flight on the way here. He flew all the way from California just to be here fer ma birthday ( i`m sure ! ). Haha. He wants to meet me fer dinner tonight. Well, something to look forward to atleast.

2009-06-19T18:12:00.001+08:00

These itchy fingers decided to reach fer that orange book and open it up last night. The first entry dated 13th April 2007. The very day Lan got enlisted into Bedok Camp. When i was still a freelancer in Camelot back then and when i was putting up at mama`s. When slamming and throwing handphones was our favourite which eventually became a norm. When "all i could do is cry, every day of my life".

As the book flipped its page one after another, i could still feel this heart burning and crying though i know this chapter had long ago ended. But of course it was just that emotional side of me having reminisced past events. It was that roller coaster Lan and I rode on our entire journey. It was that shit we chose to bring upon ourselves.

Gee, how time passed us by. Two years down the road, i managed to still see him in that green uniform doing his very last parade. Only thing, he was doing it for the nation, not the school where i could sit at the canteen and watch him commanding till he finishes. Those were the times i miss so much.

Heh, the thrills in life.

2009-06-18T13:04:00.021+08:00

"cakes and candles"

Celebrated Ashik`s 24th three days back. Seven of us dined in at Villa Bali followed by cutting of the awfully chocolate. We even had rounds of feeling-feeling model and also pictionary and charade. I am such a cock when it comes to actors and actresses. So how am i supposed to bloody know Megan Fox acted in what ? And i was being so confident thinking fox belong to the cat family instead of the dogs lah. Sue me somebody ! So there, a haywired charade of the As`s.

Surprise, surprise !

Make a wish and blow

The boys

Kiss of the lovely sisters

All on a Monday night. So Monday isn`t so blue afterall huh ?

2009-06-17T15:16:00.000+08:00

"like a glass"

My deepest condolences to ma aunt and lil cousins. Its a sad thing that this has to happen in a foreign land, without the wife and three kids by his side to see him taking his last breath, without even having started on the umrah journey and worst, when fathers` day is just around the corner. Yea, my uncle just left like that.

Life is just so fragile. I feel the pain too because in my entire life, i think dad has made the greatest impact of all. He, who struggled so much to raise us up and he, who is not just a father but also a mother in my eyes. And he is no longer that healthy young man he once was.

Cherish the time, cherish the love.

2009-06-15T13:45:00.019+08:00

"the sillybings"

The bros

And sissy with Ain`s niece

Fleamarket yet again on Saturday. We had more collectables this time round. And more fun as well.

Even guys play dress up

Abang`s gang

And yes !

We played sparklers at our booth too !

Together with Ben and Philip

There`s a kid in me, there`s a kid in you...

Lan fetched me after closing and headed to meet the rest. Went fer supper at Jalan Kayu. It was a very cold night i was shivering the whole time on the bike. What more, i just had to wear shorts on that day of all other days.

SUNDAY; The manager and colleagues sang me a birthday song after work and i got ma very first and very advance birthday gift. A small girly DKNY watch from Bambini girls and manager. Thanks lots !

Lan fetched me from work and we went East Coast and Parkway fer a very fast game of pool while waiting fer Radin and Sarina to end their movie. Supper, which was supposed to be our dinner by the way, at Al-Ameen.

2009-06-11T10:19:00.004+08:00

"keep holding on"

Babe, i know life`s been hard. But it doesn`t necessarily have to come to an end. Everyone will go through this phase in life and when i did, i listened to this song fer it means alot. Its soothing and tearing at the same time. At the end of the day, you know things will get better. Insyallah.

"You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah"

We girls will be here for you. Always. =)

2009-06-08T13:18:00.004+08:00

"that family affair"

My two crazy brothers

Aslan. Asfian. Asmira. Ashik.

With Ain

So we did eventually manage to get a booth fer the fleamarket. It was a hell lot of fun except that the weather was a killer. I was so sticky all over man. What did we sell ? We had both ladies and men`s apparels, collectables such as A4 black and white posters, postcards, keychains, bandannas, caps, soft toys and some others. There were more of men`s apparels cause Ashik came with a luggage of Topman, Zara, FCUK, Abercrombie tees and cardigans. I wasn`t quite prepared so i only brought four of ma tops and managed to sell two. But not to worry, we`re gonna bring in more collection of ladies apparels this coming Saturday. Ouh yes, we`ll be at Changi Village again from 5pm onwards this Saturday the thirteenth. So come on down and grab our very limited items at ridiculous prices !

Our very first customer

The ladies and men`s apparels

This looked more like we were in Sungai Road

The teddies

And other collectables

We started packing around twelve plus in the morn and Lan came to fetch me. Met Radin, Sarina, Yat, Ika afterwhich and caught "Drag Me To Hell" despite being all shagged and sleepy. I know it was gonna be a waste but ma intention was to sleep in the theatre for i`ve got work the next morning. But i forgot all about sleeping once the show started. It was yeah, scary in a way and disgusting at the same time. Reached home only at four in the morn when i know i have got work at ten freaking AM the next day.

With Sarina and Ika

And the boys; Yat, Din, Lan

So yeah, was a lil late to work on Sunday. Went to walk fer abit with Lan, Amy and Shasha while waiting fer Radin to fetch me and Lan. Triple date yet again to Newton fer seafood. Its back to old times where we`d go triple dating every now and then except that we now have a matured set of couple. No small kids, no hypocrites. Feel the pinch yet ? By all means now, go and complain to the one and only guy who exist in your life okay. Then again, i don`t think he`s the only one right ? Haha, long way to go girl. =)

2009-06-01T14:14:00.022+08:00

"if you can`t accept your flaws,

then you can`t accept LIFE"

I DON`T like it when people confront Lan about whatever i write in here. Not because i don`t want him to know but because he SELDOM reads this space. I emphasise again, he SELDOM comes in here and he doesn`t deserve to be confronted like that when its clearly MY blog. Then again, sorry if you think i should be more sensitive when blogging. Its time i be wary of what i write here huh. If it doesn`t make any difference, i`m sorry.

And if you must know, i am not very dependent on others for i always ensure i strive to get what i want. Otherwise, i wouldn`t be so silly to be sacrificing ma weekends doing part-time. So i told Lan and expect him to be just like that.

Anyways, weekend was tiring like hell. Weekend seems like any other working day to me afterall. Friday night was Shaz`s surprise twenty-first. And when all others in the office dress down on a Friday, we crazy girls decided to look all pretty with heels and office wear on that day. The heels really tire the hell out of me man. But what the hell, all of us had silly fun right ?

Birthday girl, her boyfie and apple strudel as birthday cake.

Come Saturday and Sunday, it was back to parties parties parties after having one weekend off the week before. I managed to squeeze in Night at The Museum 2 with boyfriend after work yesterday. It wasn`t quite a proper date but at least we had that couple of hours to spend watching movie and John Little-ing.

One should treasure every second spent for tomorrow might not come. Chey chey. And these beautiful girls above, they made life sweeter than honey.

2009-05-29T15:08:00.001+08:00

And sugar, if this is all i had to offer,

Would you still remember ?

2009-05-28T12:21:00.003+08:00

HAPPY TWENTY-FIRST, SHAZY !! May the force be with you.

Who, you wonder ? Alah, that girl in pink yang maut tu lah.. ;)

2009-05-25T11:05:00.016+08:00

"another one down"

Nur Hidayah aka Dya

The babe, the ITE mate, the ex-colleague, got engaged yesterday. How time flies to be seeing one after another of the girls getting engaged. Congratulations, gorgeous !

While waiting fer the exchanging of gifts ceremony to be over, we hung around under the void deck fer her house was too packed. Lan came by to visit the babe shortly before we left. Lan and I ditched the idea of catching a movie upon reaching town so we headed home since both were shagged.

SATURDAY; Went over to Mama`s and went to watch some Kuda Kepang performance fer a bit before Lan and I headed out to fix his twin`s bike. Stupid guy decides to fool around and trouble us both. Well, that`s fer being too selfish i hope.

Met Din, Sarina, Yat and his girlfie before returning the bike. We then squeezed into Din`s daddy`s and had supper at the Railway followed by Labrador Park. That was where the spook began.

While we were happily Fuzzy Wuzzy-ing away, Lan suddenly asked if anyone of us (the girls) there were having our time of the month and he suggested we shift somewhere else. We stood up and walked when Yat sensed that it was still there, following him and asked Lan to reconfirm since he was the only one who could see. We carried on moving to another spot while Yat went back to where we were sitted to "send" her back.

And me, being forever curious asked what it actually was, how it looked and stuff. So irritating right ? Haha. Lan still answered though, "All i can say is, she`s not that horrible." We had coffee somewhere near ma place before sending me first. And since i wasn`t working over the weekend, that was why i bothered to stay out till three in the morn.

2009-05-22T16:59:00.002+08:00

If you obey all the rules, you miss all the fun. ;)

2009-05-21T14:40:00.008+08:00

"the fun with trees"

Met up with the girls last night fer some discussion. And look what we ended up with...

Yes, family trees.

From the one-second-I-can-finish-it tree

To the four children tree

To the one with twins

And the most complicating but very interesting tree

All the works of Ain, Cicak, Yours truly and Shasha

Yeah, we sort of ran out of topics. I suppose.

2009-05-20T11:14:00.017+08:00

"girls and cameras"

*slaps forehead*

2009-05-18T14:03:00.005+08:00

The Bintan trip got postponed to this week instead. So much fer anticipating it last week. Thanks to the swines. I ended up working over the last weekend as a gesture of thanks to ma manager who granted me off this week.

Met up with the girls on Friday and Saturday. Again. Met them at the Flyers on Saturday after work. But of course, i missed the stunts for i ended work only at eight that night. Bumped onto Rafi and friends.

Sunday, Lan fetched me from work for the first time eversince i started part timing. It prolly was a mere coincidence that his twin wasn`t working that day. We, together with Adek and Fir, visited Keppel Bay fer a while after our dinner. Left fer home early since Lan gotta book in to camp early the next morning. Its back to square one now.

2009-05-14T13:04:00.004+08:00

Meeting with the girls yesternight was a total craze.

Anyway, soon enough babes.

2009-05-13T14:16:00.003+08:00

It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.

A feeling. Only felt.

2009-05-06T14:41:00.016+08:00

"sixth at satay"

Mini celebration fer the lil one over at the satay shop. Getting bigger and mentel-er. Gawd.

The dress i bought her from Accessorize

Got her the stockings too

Dad sells squid and prawns too apart from satays and otah

Winx Club

Lil brat turns six

Savouring the last few months

Before she holds her own student card

Kids these days grow too fast, don`t you think ? Few more months and the lil one will be entering primary school. Even i, sometimes forget that Ida is in primary three. Gee.

2009-05-05T15:35:00.007+08:00

"now and then"

Me and Kakak, then.

Me and Kakak, now.

Hazlan and Haslam

Now, who is who ? =)

2009-05-05T09:56:00.028+08:00

THURSDAY; Surprised the babe in the karaoke room with donuts and birthday card. Afterwhich chilled at East Coast and i`m sure all the tents surrounding us were cursing and swearing fer we laughed too loud. And too much.

ZEYRA`S 22ND;

That priceless expression

Birthday card with birthday donuts

FRIDAY; Met up with Lan`s cousin and her boyfie to watch "Jangan Tegur". I don`t know but i felt like i just ran 800 metres at the end of the show. Mirah and Khai joined us after the movie fer dinner at Fish & Co.

Adek Ida and Fir

Khai and Mirah

Boyfie and Me

SUNDAY; Only two parties at work. And i took a photo with this cute lil baby but its in Ena`s camera. Headed to Sakura fer buffet in conjuction to Ena`s 23rd birthday celebration.

And today, 05th of May, the lil brat turns six. Ouh please don`t grow too fast. I still need someone to bully each day i come home from work.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASFIQAH !

2009-04-30T10:58:00.017+08:00

The gorgeous one

Nor Amelia

With Julie and Shasha

The newly engaged couple

Chupa chups

Diyanah, Julie, Zeyra, Amy, Myra, Dya

The gifts

2009-04-28T13:46:00.002+08:00

"all that comes, has to go. someday."

My deepest condolences to you and family.

Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. Amin.

2009-04-27T16:02:00.004+08:00

"girly fun"

Happy twenty-first cum engagement !

Girlfriends

So, the girlfriend got the greatest gift of all on her twenty-first birthday last Saturday. Attended her engagement with the rest of the girls. We had so much fun in the room with the girl and her gifts. Okay, more fun with the gifts actually fer we got to pull out cream puffs after cream puffs after lollies and all.

I won`t go into details just yet as i am having a splitting headache. Plus let me just gather more pictures first. Urgh, i wanna go home !

2009-04-23T09:53:00.003+08:00

"paint my love"

The storms we have weathered together.
The unforgettable moments of sadness and joy.
The many adjustments we have made to love each other.
The wealth of memories that we've accumulated over time,

you know i love you so.

2009-04-16T15:51:00.006+08:00

"take a minute"

In life eh, it is not a matter of how much time you spend together but the quality time spent. To make it simpler fer you, you can have only fifteen minutes together but feel contented enough fer that given short period of time.

Nothing comes easy in this world and not all things would go the way you want it to. It`s not always rainbows and butterflies, y`know. Then again, i understand that there is still so much more that you need to learn.

Friendship and relationship, they are two different things altogether. As much as you do not like people who think only of themselves, i am sure others do not like you to think only of yourself. Have you ever thought of how fair or unfair you have been all along towards him or even his friends ? Asking people to sit in your shoes is so darn easy. Why not try the other way round instead ?

NEVER take advantage of other people`s kindness.

2009-04-14T12:47:00.011+08:00

FRIDAY; Finally ! An off day fer me. Was looking forward to have a decent date with Lan, to the movies and then dinner and prolly star-gazing afterwhich or something since we haven`t had any eversince i started working on weekends as well. But i guess Good Friday isn`t that good fer me afterall cause Lan just had to fall sick on that day of all other days.

His lil cuzzie

But of course that didn`t stop me from enjoying ma only holiday or rather, off day. Met Adek as early as one in the afternoon to town. Had lunch and then we both went practising fer Singapore Idol [ Haha ! ]. Once done with our session, we went over to the other room where Lan`s bro, his girlfriend and her two friends were. Cannot get to meet Lan mah, so his twin also jadi lah. Haha, siao.

Went fer supper before seeing Lam and his cousin off. And since the four of us had no plans, we walked around town and ended up at Starbucks Coffee. I wonder if the Starbucks is twenty-four hours. And thank god i start work at twelve noon the next day instead of the usual nine-thirty. That`s why i bother to stay out a lil later.

SUNDAY; The sick boy was still quite sick but not so sick therefore decided to meet me up. After one week. He must`ve missed me too much lah that`s why. Went fer dinner before meeting Khai and Mirah followed by supper with Din and Sarina. So Din, what does Fuzzy Wuzzy like ? Haah.

2009-04-09T12:51:00.003+08:00

I finally went down to M1 to get ma billing address changed. After sooooo long. Met momma and uncle at Eunos after work yesterday then me drove to IMM from there just to get ma address changed lor. Had dinner and headed home.

Today, i shall help the daddy. Been quite long since i last had the satay. See you kambings and lembus tonight !

2009-04-06T13:40:00.005+08:00

The best kind of friend is the kind you can
sit on a porch and swing, never say a word,
and then walk away feeling like it was the
best conversation you`ve ever had.

2009-04-03T12:52:00.009+08:00

I finally got to meet up with these ladies two days back. We walked around and shop a lil before chilling out at Al-Majlis, munching and sheesha-ing. And playing charade, of all other games. Well it was quite a night, minus the part where Sha got a lil pissed because her food came in late. A hungry babe is a cranky babe.

Also, just yesterday i managed to go over to momma`s. I had lemak cili padi there, yum yum. Plan to head to IMM was ditched cause we left home only at nine. So i ended up driving maself home.

By the way, Qatar Airways is having an opening coming Sunday. It sounds so tempting to me but the part, "A willingness to relocate to Doha, Qatar" and "Minimum arm reach of 212cms (on tip toes)" makes me think twice or maybe thrice. How the hell am i suppose to measure ma arm reach ?

2009-04-01T12:23:00.026+08:00

"SURPRISE !"

Those curls

So feeling- feeling model right ? Credits to her fer helping me with the curls. And fer the many shots that we took, that`s because i got the whole time in the world before leaving home to meet the girls for i got ready way too early.

MIRAs

Myra. Mirah.

And Abby

So the three of us met up earlier in the afternoon to search fer the party stuffs and cake. Well actually, to get ma nails done too. I know i know, like as though it was ma party right ? The girls said the same. Aiyah, but once a while wanna look pretty with long dress, curly hair, make up and coloured nails cannot meh ? I don`t put on make up everyday to work whaaaaaat.

The decor

The campmates

Ouh yes, we had bone steak too.

Birthday card from us five

Birthday boy !

Afterwhich, proceeded to the birthday boy`s place after he left fer soccer but was cancelled in the end but thank god he went to Khai`s place to play game instead of coming back home. Decorated the home a lil before Lan and the rest of his campmates arrive. All of us hid in his room after seeing his car coming in. There goes the party poppers once he opened the door. But it was a waste that the birthday boy didn`t get to see the cake for it melted as soon as it was lighted.

After the party

Balloon blowing competition

Not as easy as it sounds

Birthday boy blowing with all his might

The masterpiece !

The ones behind the surprise

Their campmates left after eating but his parents didn`t allow us to leave just yet. So we chilled at his place after the party, watched Unexpected Access and continued eating. Radin then sent the five of us home at around eleven that night. Though shagged, i am still happy to know that the small surprise party meant so much to the birthday boy himself and his parents too, i`m sure. He is such a lucky boy to have such great parents. And i am glad to have known this family.

Its been long since we took a photo together, don`t you think ?

Anyways, went to watch this movie with Lan yesterday since it was the best i could choose from among all the non "no free list" movies. And yeah, didn`t thought it was that good. That is why, never judge a show by its title. Haha.

2009-03-30T15:44:00.007+08:00

"what more can i say ?"

HAPPY GETTING OLD, YOU !

So we just had a small surprise birthday party for the boy over at his place yesterday. Special thanks to the mom and dad fer being part of the party planners and fer the food and all. Unlike Lan and Khai`s surprise party, we had a few of his campmates to join in too.

"SPEED. I AM SPEED."

After much roundings at Bugis in search of the birthday cake, Mirah, Abby and i finally settled on Swensens. And because he loves riding and driving, that explains why the cake instead of the normal plain ones.

Shall update rest of the pictures soon.

2009-03-26T10:16:00.002+08:00

Suddenly, i miss working with all
ma girls at iCELL.

Korang korang tak miss aku ke ?

2009-03-23T17:59:00.004+08:00

"you go up chiki boom
chiki boom chiki boom"

So i am back in the office after a tiring helluva fun week. And i woke up this morning still feeling all tired and sleepy. I`ve got so much to talk about actually but the thought of not being able to put up pictures because of ma lost-and-still-contemplating-whether-to-replace-or-not camera, demoralises me to blog most of the time. And because i have very little or zero pictures to illustrate the happenings in ma life, i might as well forget about blogging altogether.

Anyways, i was on leave from the office last Thursday and Friday. Yes yes, a getaway from work. Where to ? To work at Si Ling Secondary doing what i have been missing fer far too long but still enjoy doing it up to date, camp. A simple but tiring leadership camp. I was a lil rusty initially but managed to get the hang of it. OMG it has been a very long while, hasn`t it ? So i went straight to Si Ling Secondary School with the boyfriend after work last Wednesday fer our camp briefing. And then the teachers ordered Canadian fer our supper.

And i had one camper telling me, "this is the best camp ever" during campfire. I thought the camper was kidding me because the campfire doesn`t even have any fire to begin with and we didn`t have any high elements nor water activities. And then she said, "you don`t necessarily need to have all those to make the camp a good one". Well, she`s got a point there. So was ma two-day leave worth it ? Why, i had a great time although tired plus cash right after break camp. Just what i needed to pull me through till end of the week.

Went fer a lunch date with Lan before heading home on Friday evening. As usual, had work on Saturday and Sunday. Went over to Lan`s fer a while after work on Saturday. And Sunday, met the family at Far East after work fer dinner. Ma brother and family from Sydney are here on a week`s transit before flying off to Cairo coming Saturday.

So we went back to chill at their Royal Plaza on Scotts hotel room after dinner. And i got ma hands on Wii fer the first time ever. I think kakak can stop jogging already if we have one at home. Just like Power Rangers, you can turn yourself into a hulk as and when you like at the comfort of your own home. Its safer that way.

2009-03-13T16:09:00.004+08:00

" Don`t ask me why kay. Today hari baik (good day), masa baik (good time), just wanna thank you fer being by my side at all times. I`ll never stop loving you cause i know i still have lots to learn from you. That`s all. Thanks and love you. " - Friday the thirteenth, 0945hrs.

Sweet and touched indeed. But it saddens me each time i receive such random texts from him. Don`t ask me why either.

2009-03-09T14:44:00.019+08:00

"family birds day"

We had a Family Day trip to the Jurong Bird Park yesterday. Scorching hot but thank god it didn`t rain. We caught the Fuji Hawk Show. I used to buy daddy things like lighter, cigarette box and anything else which has eagle in it but haven`t really seen one real life. So yesterday, i came upclose with it.

Very big eagle.

And then we took the panorail to the Waterfall Station, flashing back those memories we had during our younger days.

Walking to the waterfall

Its sunrays, if you`re wondering.

And this, is the waterfall.

And the three of us, we were trying very hard to recall and give the exact pose at the exact spot we once did forteen or fifteen years back but without ibu this time round. I shall search fer the old photo when i get home and try comparing. Haha.

After much failed attempts of trying to make the talking birds talk,

we finally found one that can really talk.

And two that can even sing and dance

And another two cock-eyed birds

That`s daddy with his all time favourite

This just reminded me of the wooden carved eagle i bought fer daddy from Bangkok six years back during ma secondary school`s educational trip

Went over to Harbourfront to eat and bumped onto an old friend, Syazwan ( does the name ring a bell, Dya? ). And then Sahidah, Lan`s lil cuzzie, texted me so i met up with her and Sharinah fer keh-ree-yo-ki. So we three headed down to Cuppage with me being the slackest-attired and without a bag and all. Lan joined in shortly after he ended his soccer.

Another old friend offered me to do his camp this nineteenth since he is short of female instructors. Ahh, i am soooo tempted to apply fer leave but nah, i`ve taken too many leaves fer the past months already.

I am damn sleepy and damn lazy to update lah! But i updated it anyway, right.

2009-03-03T14:46:00.011+08:00

"never can thank the Almighty enough"

Fuh ! One burden off ma shoulder. I am now officially S$1,360.00 poorer. Godknows how relieved and ecstatic i was. I should really thank Lan fer being there throughout this whole journey, praying and doing all that he could just to make me feel calm. And thanks to Din, Pek and this other guy fer tailing me and waving and doing all sorts of nonsense. Its not funny lor, wahlao. But i still managed to maintain a serious expression, pretending not to know them at all. Haha !

Juliana

Anyways, had a date with Juliana and Amy last two days after about a year of not seeing each other. We settled fer keh-ree-yoki at Ming Arcade. And to those who know Amy, trust me, she sound better when she sing, no bapok-like voice. Really. And babe, that`s a compliment okay eventhough ma heart pain pain. Asik lagu aku jer kene eject, thanks ahh !

Amy

So while waiting fer Juliana to arrive, Amy and I were practically walking up and down Wisma Atria in search of an umbrella and a pair of cheap slippers fer me since it was raining heavily and i just had to wear ma sneakers on that day of all other days, tsk. It rained even before we started singing. How like that ?

Ju. Myra. Amy.

Went home after that and i slept without changing ma clothes. Then Lan called saying he`ll be coming over to fetch me when i am all so sleepy and lazy already. No choice so i got out of bed, grabbed ma bag and slippers and just left the house. And where did we go ? To meet the rest of his friends and watch them play Left 4 Dead with this one chinese girl who keeps shouting "chao chibai" with her irritating cartoon voice every now and then. Chao chibai, irritating cann. I should prolly join in the fun the next time round huh, though i know i`d be the first one dead.

2009-02-24T13:43:00.008+08:00

"kachings"

Finally, month end`s around the corner. I don`t know why i am damn broke this month. But of course, i am extra excited this time round because apart from ma monthly pay, i will be getting ma very first pay from ma part time job, i hope. Plus, ma very first GST offset package this year. That is why when everyone else is whining about pay cut, allowance cut and whatever cut due to the recession, i am very very thankful that it is during this period that i got maself a part time job which means extra income, what more with the GST offset package i`ll be getting.

So Lan and i just went over to ma mom`s to chill last Saturday since we both were very broke. Afterwhich, went over to his sis`s place since she stays nearby ma mom`s. And then i received a text from the beloved bro saying he`s coming over to ma place. Why lah why he always has to come when i`m not home. Thank god i didn`t miss him and his familia this time round since Abang An dropped me and Lan off at ma place. FINALLY, me get to see and play with me cookie monster !

Right on time, cause when i reached home, ma sis-in-law just finished cooking chilli crab. No wait, i think its sweet and sour crab cause its not spicy at all. Nice. Had some siblings talk, updates on each other`s life at the back of the house after that. And then Abang Boy asked if i took up part time job just because i`m tired of sitting at home.

I replied, "No, i can always stand if i`m tired of sitting".

And he went, "Ouh, ouh ya ah. True. I forgot i`m talking to Myra".

Haha, wtf.

Sunday, as usual, was work. So i finally managed to host ma very first party. I had wonderful Caucasian kids so the party was superb. Eventhough i`ve worked with kids during ma camp days, this is totally different. I used to handle primary and secondary school students but this time round, its kids as young as one to about seven eight years old. Very interesting job, very adorable kids, very nice manager and only few stops away from home ( minus the walking uphill, obviously ), what more could i ask for ?

And although Ben & Jerry`s is only next door to where i am working, i haven`t been there even once. The outdoor seatings is damn cool lah. Might go there one of these days after work, though i am not a fan of ice-creams. Yea i know right, its silly how one can not fancy ice-creams and fizzy drinks and such. Total opposite of the boyfriend mann. He has such sweet tooth while i`ve got, erm... spicy tooth ? I suppose.

2009-02-16T11:40:00.012+08:00

Met Lan on Friday night at Power House since he had his ORD dinner there, of all places. Yes, ma first time ever. But it was good having fun with all his mates. And then the whole lot of us moved from Power House to i-dont-know-whats-that-place-called, the one that has live band. The place wasn`t that big and it was packed as hell but we had fun nonetheless, haha.

Ma face is a tad too white, don`t remind me.

So there`s Ah Pek

And Meng Yang

And Radin and Ang

I know i know. The first thing i said to him when we met was,

"Merepek siaa." Aiya, why lah the ORD dinner got such things.

And Saturday was nothing special all because the both of us were damn broke. Well, we`re still broke i mean. So after ma practical, both of us headed to town to meet Radin. Initial plan was to go out as a group together with Khai and Mira as well but i guess they both wanted their own private time. So the three of us just went to eat, walk a lil and that`s that. Very simple. And very broke.

Sunday was just work. Chew Chor Meng was at the kids party too. He looked okay, just a lil stiff i guess. And the week before, there was Lisa Ang, if you guys still remember that host. Went home and slept as early as eight, shagged, only to wake up this morning with the GST letter by ma side. Alhamdullilah.

2009-02-13T12:26:00.015+08:00

"i`m running away"

An English Professor wrote the words;
"A WOMAN WITHOUT HER MAN IS NOTHING", on the chalkboard and asked his students to punctuate it correctly.

All the MALES in the class wrote;
"A WOMAN, WITHOUT HER MAN, IS NOTHING."

While all the FEMALES in the class wrote;

"A WOMAN: WITHOUT HER,
MAN IS NOTHING."

- The power of punctuations, Anonymous.

*****

Fer now, i just wanna run barefooted, and let ma feet hurt the way ma heart is. Sometimes, people run away just to see if anyone cares enough to follow. And when i do, i wouldn`t be surprised to turn ma head and find no one at the back.

2009-02-10T16:59:00.003+08:00

Me miss me Cookie Monster aka

Yushy aka Yushua Asrafi.

2009-02-09T15:35:00.012+08:00

"Operationally Ready Date"

Ma shades and mobile phone`s LCD lens got broken last two days. Thanks lah Lan ! Weird that i am not the least mad at him. Anyways, yesterday finally came. Met the rest of Lan`s family under their void deck before proceeding to his camp. Yes, fer the last time ever. I am very happy and very much proud of Muhamad Hazlan.

Happy fer he will no longer whine about trainings, about waking up early morning, about guard duty, about all his mates and whatnot. Well, i am sure a couple of his campmates are reading this. But might as well ! You boys can criticise and look down on Lan as much as you guys like but its just too bad that Lan doesn`t even get bothered and i, will always have his back. Fer now, i shall thank god that his journey has ended. So has all his sufferings, haha.

Back to yesterday, it was a very short parade followed by some slide shows. Didn`t stay till the slide show end though cause everyone`s tummy were grumbling. Kakak suggested Bedok Corner since she wanted to have the cheng teng so much but the stall was closed so we just ate. And then they thought of coming over to Duxton fer satay but daddy wasn`t selling last night. So we just headed back to Lan`s.

And ouh, i managed to squeeze in ma practical yesterday since i had no work. Phew ! But what the hell, ma instructor`s going on leave from 18th to 25th this month. He always has to go on leave during ma crucial moments, pfft ! And this reminded me, the first thing Lan`s mom asked me after i salam her yesterday was, "Da pass ?".

Saturday, had two parties at work. Time flew very fast, boy. Went over to Lan`s after work and chilled with his cousin keh-ree-yo-kiing and watching movie while Lan was out with his mates. Then something bad happened that night. It was the first time after soooo long and i swear nothing like that would happen again. Only we both know how much we regretted. I still love you even when you`re in your stinky green uniform, smelly.

These are the only shots i managed to get to transfer from Abang An`s phone. Some are in Lan`s cammy. Howell, the leceh-ness of not having own camera.

Ma soldier boy

His irritating twin

And so, i managed to see him through his one year ten months.

I am proud of you, as much as you are yourself, in being a Guardsman. Now baby, you have just taught me something new;

"Learn to accept it. Accepting it doesn`t make you a loser."

2009-02-05T11:47:00.008+08:00

"winter wind"

I was having one of ma usual conversations on the phone with boyfriend before he began his night duty yesterday when he suddenly said, "Every other couples get to go out and spend time together. But i always have to send ma girlfriend to the shop each time we meet up. Do you think i enjoy seeing you tiring yourself out, now that you`re already holding two jobs ?" I was taken aback by his words fer he NEVER whined when i said i had to help the dad. But he does nag sometimes saying i should give maself a break.

But what was i to do ? I wouldn`t wanna see ma dad having to fan the satays throughout and then walking the entire Duxton to deliver them. And because I am the younger one, therefore I have to give in and help each and every day. So if you need a robot at home to do chores or run errands fer you, don`t hesitate to call me. No, you don`t have to hire me because all along i have been doing it voluntarily. I don`t come helping only when i am in need of money. Even if i am only left with TWO FREAKING BUCKS in ma bank, i wouldn`t go round asking fer money unless it really is an emergency.

I don`t have a rich boyfriend who pays fer ma every expense. He doesn`t even own any transport where i could travel to and fro easily and at the same time, save ma transport allowances. I don`t make use of guys fer transport, i don`t make use of guys fer money. And what`s the point of complaining about finance when you, yourself don`t monitor your expenses ? Like clubbing and drinking and spending time with friends and some other who you`re not even certain, is your partner, is so much of an importance ! Hey look, i too have a boyfriend you know. And i have got other commitments which is far more important than hanging out with friends. Won`t you guys just spare a lil thought fer me ? So much fer calling it a family business !

I have been keeping quiet all this while and Lan has been bugging me to voice this out but i just refused. Thank god Lan is understanding enough but then again, every patience has its limit. And if EVER ( touch wood ) one day things go wrong between us, it has to be because i have no time to spare. And up till today, i still haven`t gone fer any practicals since ma last test because i just couldn`t find any time to slot it in and because i am financially tight. I am not complaining, am just prepared fer the worse.

So this whole thing here, is a note from me to YOU and YOU. The reason why i`m putting it up here is because i am a fucking loser who couldn`t find any courage at all to voice it out but i know you`d read this, somehow. Take turns, at the very least. I have got ma work, ma commitments and ma health to take care of too.

Aside to all that, its three more days to Lan`s ORD parade. The day he has been waiting fer all these while. Through the pain and pressure you have gone through these one year and ten months being a section in-charge, make these few days a memorable one. Through the shits and critics you received from your mates, just forgive and forget fer your paths might not cross them anymore in future. As much as you`re anticipating this day, i bet you`d leave the place you spent most of your time at, the people you sleep together with every night in the same bunk, the bed you lied on fer almost two years, with a heavy heart.

In Bedok Camp is where you first learnt to be independent and become a man. Cherish those days you had with your mates be it in camp, in the jungle, at Jurong Island or anywhere else. Not forgetting those moments during your missions in Thailand and Australia too, fer it comes only once in a lifetime and now, its almost over. In here too, i shall say that i am proud to have a Guardsman like you. You are a great friend. And a great man, Muhamad Hazlan Salleh.

From ma heart flow,

2009-02-03T11:33:00.009+08:00

"part time"

I swear Dempsey Hill is a killer, fer a first timer that is. I don`t even know where Dempsey Road was. And because i had an appointment at Vivo City on Saturday morning, i had no choice but to go Dempsey from there. So this clever blackie of mine, who is none other than Muhamad Hazlan Salleh, told me to take bus 65 from Harbourfront. Guess where did i WALK to Dempsey Road from ? Yes, Lucky Plaza since some people said it was near Tanglin Mall. And it took me bout an hour or more to reach that damn place lah. I would`ve given up ma cash and take a cab there if Amy hadn`t guided me the route via the phone or worse, i might just forget about going fer the interview man. But thank god i was determined enough to go fer it eventhough i was in jeans, sneakers and a black long sleeved shirt under the scorching sun, having to walk up hill and all.

Well, the long, tiring walk did pay off within just fifteen minutes though. Alhamdullilah. I was asked to start work the day after. So i started off as an assistant party host on Sunday. If you know where Ben & Jerry`s at Dempsey Hill is, you can find me just next door on weekends. =)

I managed to squeeze in some time and budget to the salon with Sahidah, Lan`s cousin, after the interview too. All the way to Bedok North just to colour, trim and treat ma hair since she stays nearby. Had dinner afterwhich.

I wasn`t able to join the family fer a picnic at Sentosa on Sunday due to work. And it amazes me how Lan always, always get to find his way to wherever i work with that very little information i give him. You know i`m a big sucker when it comes to giving directions and landmarks and such. He is sucha darling lor. And i sure had a ball of a time with the balls at work. The ball pit i meant.

So this is Sahidah. The girl i look at and treat as a younger sis. We shop, we sing, we pool, we do hair, we eat, we go hospital, together. Taken during the picnic with Lan`s family.

Yep, that`s a carpet you saw on the sand.

Adek. Kakak.

And when noone else is around, its me she comes up to.

That`s what sisters are for, afterall.

2009-01-30T10:43:00.018+08:00

Yay, i`ve got another red packet from a VP. Sitting at the front desk isn`t that bad y`know. At least you know who is who in the office and get to speak to almost everyone of them. And as promised, the pictures.

And having too many girls in the household is not too good. Especially if i have an elder sis who is ouh-so-mentel nak mampos and teaching the lil girls all sorta dance moves. Grr, just look at the younger brat, Iqa. Following suit already lor. Kakak, stop being such an influence.

Ilya aka Dora

Balqis

Aunty Myra and the sisters. Gee.

Their mom, Kak Ayu who is a playschool teacher, told me to become one as well since i interact so well with kids. I do have thoughts too actually but well, maybe one day. Insya-Allah.

2009-01-29T15:11:00.005+08:00

"i`m lovin' it, para pa pa pa"

Holiday mood still, pfft ! Haven`t been doing any work since yesterday cause i had to travel out to Haig Road ( the only place i could think of that`s open ) to buy thirteen packs of nasi padang and fruits fer a meeting. Okay lah, that wasn`t an excuse fer me not to do any work.

While Hazlan was at Jurong Island doing his duty over the weekends...

SATURDAY; I was out with his cousin to Bugis. Thank god Hazlan was holding on to ma ATM card then. So i bought a Charles & Keith shoe, a Bugis Street three-in-one bag, some nitty gritty stuffs, had lunch and then went keh-ree-yo-kee with the hundred bucks that i had on hand. Didn`t plan to shop initially cause it was the cousin who asked me out to accompany do her nails. She was shocked even fer i don`t usually shop every time i`m out with her. Not quite a shoppaholic. And keh-ree-yo-kee, only us two fer three hours. That`s crazy, i almost lost ma voice.

SUNDAY; A cousin got engaged and he is only twenty-three. Thought the whole family was going but it was only mom and dad since daddy had to be the wakil. So i thought of bringing the kids to momma`s but as expected, she was out bowling. I brought them to Suntec City instead. As expected, all shops were closed but it didn`t matter cause i only need MacDonalds and fountains to make them happy.

MONDAY; Lan booked out in the morning and since Radin`s parents fetched them both from Lakeside, they came by to fetch me too since i`m going to Lan`s place. Ouh, guess where we went after he freshened up and got changed ? To East Coast to meet the rest of his familia fer picnic. Nevermind the fact that i was wrongly dressed with leggings, shoes and long sleeve to the beach or were surrounded by indian families at that spot because fer the first time in ma entire relationship with Lan, i feel less awkward being around his family.

First was because all his nieces and nephews were there. What do you know, entertaining kids is what i do best when the elders in his family are not talking. But it was different this time round like i said. Everyone talked. Yeah its just talking so what, but you have no idea what big deal it is to me. Gee, i miss those kids already.

TUESDAY; Three thousand sticks of satay catered fer Teo Hock Seng`s ( whoever he is ) home fer the New Year. Abang, Ali, Kakak, Me, Yan and his friend were there helping daddy. A big, big house off Holland Road, catered food from Hilton Hotel ( besides our satay and nasi briyani ) and yes, a valet guy too ! I sure think its cool since the huge field just opposite the house was transformed into a carpark on that day. Damn, should have taken a shot of it.

After resting fer a while, i decided to give Lan a surprise visit but he wasn`t home when i arrived. So i left the food i bought with his uncle and went down to his cousin`s place to catch Wendy Woo something something on tee-vee while waiting fer him to come back. What an ease to have three families living in the same block different level.

Lan booked in back to Jurong Island yesterday. Without his ID tag. Both of us totally forgot that his ID tag was left in ma bag. Hope he doesn`t get caught and asked to stay in or something. I am anticipating his basic theory test this coming Monday as much as he is, y`know. He just did his riding theory test not too long ago so i hope he`ll make it through. Then the following day will be momma`s turn to sit fer the test. This is so fun !

Ouh wow ! I just got a red packet from the boss earlier. He approached me and said,

"Myra ! Okaylah, i know you don`t celebrate Chinese New Year but eh, Singaporeans celebrate everything what. I also celebrate Hari Raya so next time you must invite me to your house fer Hari Raya."

Haha. And recently, the portable radio on the refrigerator was gone missing. Tsk tsk, yet another toyol in the house. A toyol that loves electronics that is. Hundred fifty dollars, then ma Nikon Coolpix and now, the radio. But someone die die accuse us, who don`t even know how that goddamn radio looks like, of taking no, stealing it i mean. And that radio better cost more than three hundred bucks fer she made more noise than i did when i lost ma freaking camera, gee !

PS: I forgot ma card reader adaptor fer ma mobile. Will upload some pics tomorrow perhaps. =)

2009-01-23T14:25:00.004+08:00

"when life hands you lemons,
ask fer sugar and call me over"

Current addiction

Satay

Xing Nian Kuai Le, my Chinese friends !

And happy holidays fer the rest.

2009-01-12T13:40:00.005+08:00

"chori chori chupke chupke"

Ma Nikon Coolpix went missing two weeks back and its pissing me off big time that i couldn`t even find it after ransacking the entire house. Someone in the house lost an amount of money the day before and the next, ma camera just had to go missing. I guess i must have misplaced it somewhere else, which i doubt so but its okay. There goes the less-than-half-a-year old camera which has done so much justice. I don`t know if i would wanna invest on a new one. Now you know why i haven`t been updating.

So yesterday was mom`s birthday. I just got her a bag with perfume, lotion and shower gel from Body Shop plus a butterfly wallet from Wallet Shop. And momma`s birthday is this coming nineteenth. I have already given the necklace, bracelet and earrings i got for her from Chomel. Two mothers, two birthdays, one month. =)

2009-01-05T18:07:00.004+08:00

"to one and all"

Well, i almost forgot i had this. Thanks to the long holidays i had two weeks in a row that made me lost touch of blogging because i don`t usually use the internet at home. Furthermore, Lan doesn`t quite like the fact that i publicise the this and thats of ma life. I mean he is not mad cause i have a blog or because i post too much of ma pictures whatsoever, he just doesn`t like it when people just got so much to say. I do not like it either when he starts asking me silly questions like, "who`s Myraculous ? who is this, who is that ?". I won`t blame him fer he know nuts about all this messenger, friendster, facebook shits. Okay, maybe he knows like five percent of it ?

It`s not that i mind his friends reading me up either but if you have comments or questions, that`s what a tagboard is for in case you haven`t know. Hazlan doesn`t read this space every now and then so he wouldn`t know what i updated today if you were to ask him tomorrow. So, harap maklum ye kawan-kawan Muhamad Hazlan Bin Salleh, baik di luar mahupun di dalam camp.

2008... it was an eye-opener. I decided to leave ma favourite girls and manager at the previous company to find somewhere better. Godknows how much i miss laughing and being disturbed the moment i stepped into office at nine in the morning, how much i miss being nagged at by the manager who was more like a mother to me. And then i had ma secondary school`s gathering, four years after all of us graduated. We didn`t miss out the teachers and ex-principal too.

The time i used to help daddy at the stall without missing even a single day, making new friends along the way. A once-in-a-blue-moon buddy has since turned into a frequent-meetup buddy alongside his other friends, going to places i have never been. Everything was so close to perfect at that point of time when i had almost nothing to worry or stress maself with. But like sis said, "you`re always going after something you know you`ll get over and over again" or something like that. True enough, before long it was back to Lan. and Hazlan. and Lan. and Hazlan. and Lan and Lan and again and again again.

Fer about a month or two, it was only me, family and friends. Though i admit that most of the times i hung out with were guys, i had never seen any one of them in a special way. Till there was a point where two of ma friends actually voiced out that i cannot treat every guy i meet the same and all that jazz. Now, look where those friends who had seen me at ma ugliest and whom i thought would stand by me through rain or shine, single or attached, gone to ? Where have those hanging out under my umbrella ella ella gone to ? But of course i knew beforehand that things like this would happen someday. No doubt, i still do cherish the times we all had during that coupla months and friendship we`ve held fer almost six years now or less fer the rest.

Juggling friends and boyfriend was never and easy task fer me. You`ll lose either one or you can choose to lose both. But if you`re lucky, you lose none. That couple of months i had which caused a slight change in life, Lan`s one month training in Australia, hanging out with a whole lot of new friends, seeing how things got drifted apart because of nothing but jealousy and lack of trust; The epitome of life, a good wake up call nonetheless.

Bittersweet memories almost every other year. You gain some, you lose some.

And while all the others were busy planning where to head fer countdown, where to get the best view of fireworks, there i was at Anson Road together with Lan catering satays since daddy had two other places to cater to. And while everyone else in the pub were rushing out seconds before the new year to catch a glimpse of the fireworks, Lan and i just got to rest our butts and backs on the chair.

We were too shagged to even think where to head next, so we just ended our 2008 there and then. The rest of the night was spent with pillows and sweet dreams. It matters not where we spent or how we partied the new year away, so long we have one another right beside us and are still walking hand in hand despite all the hurdles, till this very date.

HAPPY 2009, BUTTERFLIES !

2008-12-16T11:57:00.002+08:00

"saturday"

Brought the kids out fer breakfast at MacD as promised to them. Met Lan, Din and his parents at Bedok in the afternoon since Din`s parents invited us to join them fer bowling. Went to fetch Sarina, another friend of Radin`s afterwhich. The fact that it was ma first time going out with Din`s parents or rather, first time ever having such an outing with a friend`s family got me so excited. Godknowswhy, haah.

Headed to Civil Service Centre to bowl but we were told that it was only available after six pee-yam since they were fully booked. So we did our booking and made a trip to Marina Barrage since Radin wanted to visit the place so badly. It was ma second time there though. Good view, nice breeze. Well, its a nice place all in all.

Anyways, we had a crazy time taking pictures there. Sarina with her never-ending 'gila-gila' requests and poses. Jumping here and there till i did a beautiful split, haha. Ya lah, i fell but still managed to protect ma white jeans from getting all dirty. Hurhur. I guess Din`s mom must have had a hard time trying to get the right shot. After all the jumpings and tiring ourselves out, we settled fer coffee break over at the Railway Station.

We had three games of bowling. I swear i had a ball of a time. We had a hard time deciding where to eat. First, we headed to Newton because i wanted to have cockles but the carpark was full. So we went over to East Coast but again, it was pack as hell, gosh. We ended up having steamboat and seafood at Kampong Chai Chee instead. Less crowded, air-conditioned `cept that they do not have cockles. It was all good, nonetheless. We still had a fulfilling tummy at the end, i could barely sit up straight.

The thought of eating durians at Geylang got ditched because all of us were too full. Even if we did went to have them durians, i bet Radin would be staying in the van entertaining his ownself. Haha. That loser doesn`t eat durian lah. So we ended our day with heavy tummies. I sure had a great time. =)

Presenting Din`s lovely parents

The alley

Fishes at Marina Barrage

Din`s mom, "Kenape diri jauh-jauh ? Malu ke ?"

"What`s ikan todak in English ?"

Radin`s self-timer shot

With Sarina and Cik Mas

The roof

Lan, Cik Rahim and sar-Din

Ladies

Okay, i wasn`t supposed to be in the picture.

Long, curved bridge.

Sarina: "Gila-gila pose ! Gila-gila pose !"

The jumping attempts

Ooh Wheeee ~

This, was when i fell. Tsk !

Gave up jumping, ha.

I like the balls

Food glorious food !

Our ride

My self-timer shot

2008-12-09T14:15:00.001+08:00

"sun, sand, sea, sunday, sentosa, sayang"

Had a trip to Sentosa on Sunday. Been a while since i last went there. And i guess it was just our luck that day that all seven of us got to enter the island FUH-REE since Mira`s friend was handling the ticket booth. We bumped into Khai`s cousin at Palawan Beach and he was our saviour fer the day. None of us actually brought a mat along so Mukmin left his with us.

After much dipping, we thought of riding luge but dropped the idea because Radin was short of cash. So we just washed up and managed to cut the queue to get into the monorail because, again, our luck, Lan`s friend was there. Ate at harbourfront`s food centre and we settled fer pool at Parkway next.

Lan stayed to eat lontong and watch some malay movie at ma place before proceeding home. Very touching lor the movie ! Anyways, shall wait fer Mira and Radin to pass me the pics. But Radin`s in camp now. That means must wait till the weekends. Wahlaowei !

2008-12-02T16:11:00.027+08:00

"we laugh, we cry"

The long overdue pictures at West Coast Park. I think we should have more of these. Rock climbing, next ? =)

Din`s daddy`s

2008-12-01T16:00:00.019+08:00

"the smile on your face"

SUNDAY; Me and Mira`s surprise birthday plan fer Khai and Lan went very well. With a lil bit of Radin`s help of course. We both met and headed to Takashimaya to collect the birthday cake we ordered the day before. We then rushed to Ming Arcade with the heavy bag of presents plus the cake and also trying our very best to avoid bumping into them. We quickly prepared the cake and candles and before we knew it, they`re right there at the door. They were both really surprised especially Khai, that they took quite a while to enter the room because they actually believed our 'lies'.

We carried on with the karaoke after the singing of birthday song and cake-cutting. We paused again in between fer opening up of presents. Because both of them turned twenty-two, we had a total of twenty-two presents of which four of them are the main ones while the other eighteen are just plain silly gifts. But Radin seemed more anxious than the birthday boys themselves. Haah. Continued singing afterwhich and the two MIRAs suddenly got so high singing and dancing to the last song.

Headed to MOMC fer dinner. And the two boys got shocked yet again when the crew sang them a birthday song. Its good to know that they enjoyed every single thing. Cause at the end of the day, after all our efforts, all i need in return is smiles on their faces. Least i know that our hardwork paid off.

Mira and Din, thanks fer making the day happen. And, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHAI ! You guys have helped me out alot and even seen me at ma ugliest. Thanks fer being there, thanks a bunch.

SATURDAY; Was at the exact same places with Zanna and gang celebrating Bazli`s twenty-first.

Zanna

Theme of the day; Black.

That is MOMC, if you`re still clueless.

I swear the cake was heaven

Birthday boys

Party hats

The 18 silly presents

One after another

The treasures

Down to the actual four

TADAA !

The live performance

With Mayuni Omar

2008-11-26T16:48:00.012+08:00

"1986"

Its that time again, love ! You have now turned yet another year older. So Muhamad Hazlan Salleh, may you be blessed with sugar, spice and everything nice always. May you also be showered with all the sweetest things life has to offer. Like me, fer instance. Haha, okay kakak, laugh your ass off. Anyways,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YOU !

Hugs and Kisses,

2008-11-24T14:27:00.010+08:00

"ONE"

Yushua Asrafi turned ONE. We were all at East Coast`s chalet celebrating the nephew`s birthday. Playing with him is so much fun especially, disturbing him with food. Tsk tsk, food is all he knows.

One

and rOund

Those teeth

and cheeky smile

The cake

Cake-cutting with grandaddy

Far left is ma eldest brother

I`m missing in there, i know.

Afterwhich, met up with Lan, Din, Khai and Mira. Went over to Terminal 3 fer a while before having dinner at Bukit Timah. We left fer West Coast and had a crazy time at the playground. Boy, was it tiring ! All of us went through every obstacle course except fer Mira since she was wearing a dress. So she became camerawoman fer the night. Shall upload those pictures soonest.

2008-11-21T13:49:00.002+08:00

"it will all be over, someday."

I just need you to know that no matter who i go out with, no matter how many friends you claim i have, when i set ma mind and intentions straight, it shall remain that way. Because i know that you have always been the ONLY one and i love you with all ma heart. That is the reason why i can never see any other Tom, Dick or Harry special than you already are to me few years ago.

I feel sad and hurt altogether knowing that you still haven`t got that little faith in me although you said you do. But its okay cause i know i have only got maself to blame. It`s funny how i can break your heart but you still love me with all the little pieces. You can choose to ignore me all you want fer now.

I am.... sorry.

2008-11-20T16:13:00.015+08:00

"two, four, six"

Met and had dinner with them after work. Walked all the way down to Marina from Bugis. We just window-shopped and chilled fer a while. I`m kinda lazy to rant so much cause i`m having a splitting headache right now.

Anyways, its havoc when the two MIRAs unite. And if you haven`t know, Mira is not only younger than me but also much taller than me. Am i so petite or what ? Tsk !

Told you right

Mira. Abby. Myra.

Shuggamama

Smokay

Rose among the C-O-R-N-S

2008-11-18T16:45:00.004+08:00

And at the end of the day

We`ll remember the days

We were close to the edge

And we`ll wonder how we made it through

And at the end of the day

We`ll remember the way

We stayed so close till the end

We`ll remember it was me and you

2008-11-17T13:16:00.021+08:00

"get to gather"

There was a family gathering over at Mom`s side yesterday. And it was food glorious food. There were too much of food, enough fer the whole block. Okay, i exaggerate a bit. There were bone steak, rendang, asam pedas, dhalcar, ayam masak merah, lemak pucuk ubi. And then the kuehs putri salat, koleh-koleh, kueh bakar, brownies and not forgetting the fruits. I borrowed ma aunt`s weighing machine and weighed maself. I was shocked to see i weighed 50 kilo. The machine is digital and definitely not reliable because it keeps changing each time. Lousy. Haha.

Yummy brownies made by a cousin

The kuehs

More kuehs and fruits

After that headed to Costa Sands since there was satay order over there before heading to town with Lan. We thought of catching a movie but nothing interest us so we ended up having just dinner. Lan and me are back on good terms. I have learnt to talk nicely and yeah, learnt not be too hard on him kinda thing. But apparently, some people aren`t quite happy bout it. Saying i don`t keep to ma words and all that jazz.

Ima and her sis

Ima and her bro

With their mom

I mean this is the path that i chose what`s there to get so annoyed about ? Noone actually knows what we`re going through except the both of us anyway. I can explain again and again fer forty-seven times to people but still, they won`t get the whole picture right. Blame me fer having so many friends who loveeeeeeeee debating, who loveeeeeeee having their last say about things. But i should still thank them fer hearing me out eventhough they are not of much help. Haah !

Deprived childhood

I can fly very high, okay.

Where there is swing, there is me ! =)

Ice ice baby

Now look what ma `lil brats got from Aussie. I didn`t even get anything as nice as these but one thing is better than nothing, right ? Lucky brats !

Hi-School and Hi-5

2008-11-14T14:25:00.005+08:00

"that very day"

We were at the airport on Wednesday night, at 2330hrs to be exact. We were both so eager to know their arrival time so we headed straight fer the monitor once we reached Terminal 2. It says; NZ 1933, Rockhampton, 0355. Before boarding the skytrain, this silly girl just had to ask, "Is skytrain 24 hours ?". I was like, "Yaaa". Well actually i wasn`t too sure maself lah but it has to be what right. Haha !

Then we ate and slacked at MacDonalds to kill time talking shits and ghost stories. But half the time i was actually annoying her, talking nonsense, not until i became sleepy. Then she said, "I don`t understand how Hazlan can actually tolerate you fer very long." Haha, that`s the X-Factor if you wanna know.

Time check

Ma caramel machiatto with Ah Huay`s baked shortbars

Irritating ! Haah.

Starbucks make people sleep. Too cosy already.

We left fer Starbucks Coffee to freshen up our tired selves after sitting at MacD`s fer two hours. 0237hrs at Starbucks Coffee on their cosy couch. Are you thinking what i`m thinking ? I was damn tired but this girl just wouldn`t leave me in peace. She said i can`t sleep else we`ll miss the boys yada yada. Look who`s the annoying one here.

Saw Lan`s brother while seating at the belt. Had some serious talk with him while waiting fer the plane to land. Its always these family issues i`m facing, sigh. People will never see your good deed anyway but just what wrong did i do ? Even they can`t give me an answer. Thank god his brother is at least supportive. Let`s just let nature takes its course and show them who has all these while, supported their son morally and sometimes, financially. Okay, not that the family don`t but what i meant was whoever left a greater impact. Berani kerana benar, takut kerana salah.

Awful lor you, haha !

Anyway, went back to his place after that. Stayed until morning and left fer work from there. Got freaking sleepy at work yesterday, tsk. Lan came over last night. He bought nougats fer fat boy, a pink High School Musical sweater fer Ida and a Hi-5 dress and shorts fer Iqa. Ouh, he got me a Billabong lanyard.

Well, it just feels good knowing how you mean the world to someone. It shows how much of an impact you have made in his life, feeling appreciated by him although not all the time. Amazed by how strong his feeling towards you is to the extent of not even wanting to let any Mary or Jane enter his so-called, broken heart.

Y`know, sometimes its good to be stubborn because being stubborn means being strong-willed. And because you`re strong-willed, you`d do whatever it takes to achieve that something, no ? That`s what i thought, at least. Because i just so happen to be one of those kind. =)

2008-11-11T15:27:00.005+08:00

"it`s the FINAL countdown"

So today, i have got three of ma favourite people here with me. First of all, ma favourite boy is coming back lah dey ! Today marks the twenty-fourth day since he left me and his family. Me and Ah Huay decided to surprise them at the airport and since they`d be touching down at four in the morning on Thursday, both of us will meet tomorrow night. We can just chill at Starbucks Coffee with a cup of caramel machiatto or window shop or even watch the planes fly while waiting fer them boys. Nice.

Momma calls him 'kekasih gelapku' just because he`s dark, haha.

Second of all, momma rang me up two days back and guess what ? She just enrolled fer her driving license ! And her basic theory test will be on the twentieth of next month. All the best dearest Mom !

Lu rock ah Ma ! Heh heh.

Last but not least, today`s the eleventh of November. The day ma superhero was born fifty-nine years ago. The one who struggled through rain and shine fer his family. The one who has done alot fer the family. May you be blessed with good life and good health.

HAPPY 59TH DADDY DEAREST !

* I am feeling the

butterflies already

2008-11-10T13:34:00.021+08:00

FRIDAY; Me and Aidil went Bencoolen to hunt fer Joe`s present. Bought him a G-Shock watch and then headed to Queensway to buy him a Levi`s belt. So pampered lah, that boy. Afterwhich, met the rest of the guys at Ang Mo Kio Hub to catch Quantum of Solace. Erm, i can`t quite remember the storyline cause yea, i slept fer abit. Haah.

The incomplete boys

And the girls
SATURDAY; We were all at Joe`s pit at Pasir Ris Park celebrating his twenty-first birthday. We reached there near eight and we started the fire ourselves because Joe was late himself. We had chikin, stingray, squid, crayfish, prawns, satays and bee hoon and fried rice. All fresh from kelong. Yum yum ! But i think we cook more than we eat. Haha ! And then we played what i called, Murderer, but the rest calls it Police and Thief. Okay, whatever.

Getting the fire started

Campfire`s burning now. Damn, i miss camp.

That priceless expression on Harun`s face

Amir and Harun at work

Teriyaki and Tandoori chikin

Subhi: "Ey, how come the satay taste like those at Duxton ?"

Me: "Because it came from there." Hurhur !

Su, Alfian`s girlfie.

That Chinese girl who speaks Malay; Tess, Amir`s girlfie.

And LIZA, Subhi`s girlfie.

I don`t know why but i just had to emphasise on the last name up there. Haha.

Happy 21st Abang Jojo !

Ouh yes, Joe teared after he opened the present we gave him. He said its too expensive. Aww, should have captured that moment. But i guess the friendship and love your friends have towards you is nothing compared to the Levi`s and G-Shock we present you. =)

PS: Ah Huay ahh ! See ya in two days ! Wheeeee ~

2008-11-04T17:16:00.003+08:00

"my father, my father"

Me and abang sent Dad to the hospital late Sunday night and they said that he had to be warded. After everything was settled, reached home around six in the morn and took urgent leave yesterday. Dad kept reminding this and that y`know, the usuals that`ll come out from old people, that he`s no longer fit yada yada yada.

I hate to hear all those. I really hate it. But he`s back home now. Get well soon, daddy.

2008-10-31T16:32:00.008+08:00

"thirteen days to thirteenth"

This was taken bout two years back if i could remember correctly. I was browsing through ma photobucket, looking at them pictures i had since 2005. And ouh my, its funny to be looking at maself growing up. Comparing pictures of maself now and then, haha. But it sure bring memories though. The good times and bad that i had, the mistakes i did and he did.

Very kental. Remember this, Dee ?

It just naturally feels good to know that we have actually gone through the years together through sorrows and joys. Something we both had never thought we`d achieve knowing i was only sixteen and he was only eighteen back then. I still think sixteen is too young though. Was that no wonder i credited only three subjects fer O`s ? Haah.

Shits we went through during camps

Raya-ing before booking in and seeing you off at the gate

Those were the days. The secondary school days, the ITE days, the times we both worked at Pan Pacific Hotel, days in Camelot doing camps, raya-ing together and all. Tsk, so much things happened. And it all happened fer a reason. Its still his voice i`m longing to hear over the other line. It has been nine days since the last time he called. Where art thou, my love ?

I miss this. I miss you. =(

* keep counting

2008-10-29T15:03:00.007+08:00

"bee-zee mee"

Momma

Ma table is in a fucking mess ! What with all those bills and papers and folders and stuffs to courier out and crackers and coffee. Tsk ! Let me just get back to work now and settle everything fast.

That little sister

With Kak Ina at her open house

Thirteenth, hurry up

and pass me by.

2008-10-24T14:21:00.007+08:00

"double trouble"

Twins and sisters =)

OUH MY GOD ! Is this some kind of telepathy or something ? I just twittered on how i`ve been waiting fer his messages and calls yesterday. And today at nine in the morn`, i received an unknown call. After five dreadful days. I would`ve screamed if i wasn`t in the public bus. Thank god he`s doing okay over there. Who else if not that boy who grew up with me, tolerated every single one of ma shit, the guy i can never thank enough and at the same time, never hurt me enough.

Okay, whatever right. First this, now that. Haah. But honestly, this time round is the longest time ever in our relationship that we did not contact each other. Like one month plus or so ? Yea, godknows what happened to the both of us during that period of time. I met a number of people along the way, had ma fair share of happy moments but it wasn`t fer long. It was a great lesson no doubt getting to meet and see the different kinds of people around. A good wake up call, infact.

And suddenly, so many of ma girl friends are getting engaged. Can you girls wait fer me so all of us can get engaged on the same day ? Haha. I wish !

2008-10-22T16:30:00.004+08:00

"Buffalo Soldier in the
heart of Singapura"

So that`s Andy up there singing "Buffalo Soldier, Dreadlock Rasta..." together with his other bandmates. A guy from South America but has been staying here fer years so he can be considered as our very own local Bob Marley. Heh. Look at those natural dreadlocks of his. Very nice but very rough texture.

The other day he was walking past our stall and chatted with dad a lil. So i asked him what kinda songs he sing and whether he does reggae or not because i always see him around the street but never had a chance to talk. Then last night i told daddy i wanted to watch him sing so we went into 86th Street with mom, uncle and our helper after packing which was around one. He saw me and asked what song i`d like to listen to and coincidentally, there was a table that requested fer Buffalo Soldier.

I personally like the mixture of the band. Andy`s black, the one on the drums is a white, Malay guy and lady and the humpty-dumpty look-alike is a Chinese who speaks Malay. And ouh, humpty-dumpty is the owner of the pub by the way. Heh. They can sing all kinds of genre from oldies to hip hip to rock and roll to reggae and even dangdut.

Duxton isn`t so boring afterall, huh. You can just have a drink and chill while enjoying the performances by the live bands at certain pubs or even enjoy yourselves at a lesbian or gay pub, you don`t neccessarily need to be one to enter y`know. I heard its much more fun in there than in usual pubs.

Ouh yes, by the way 86th Street is restricted to patrons twenty five years and above. Sounds irrational to me cause i find it just the same as every other pubs with live band and girls. But it doesn`t matter anyway since i still managed to watch them perform. Now you see the advantage of being the satay man`s daughter ? Haha.

2008-10-20T14:36:00.002+08:00

"bdk2 nincompoo zaman skrg"

Nincompoop, you mean ? I see. Knowing a friend`s girlfriend is cool ? Well, i don`t remember mentioning it`s cool or did i ? And what, "minah tayar" ? I wish ! How nice if i could have a ride all day all night, from home to work back home again and to wherever else i wanna go. Save me all the hassle of squeezing through the bus or train everyday. Sadly, that`s not happening.

Or maybe once Aidil pass his class 3 i can ask him to drive instead of ride. And then i`d be called "minah empat tayar", eh ? Or when i saved enough and have ma own car, "minah show off tayar" ? Sembarang ahh. And even if you wanna pretend to be Liza, Subhi`s girlfriend, act properly can ? A University girl who`s taking mass comm and planning to be a teacher teaching General Paper in Junior College doesn`t talk like that. So do i or do i not know Liza who lives in Woodlands with nine other cats ? =)

Tsk tsk. Budak-budak nincompoop zaman sekarang, back at you. Please check fer details and get the right information first, honey.

2008-10-19T13:14:00.006+08:00

"if you think i`m fine it just ain`t true"

He just left fer his Wallaby to Australia yesterday so i dropped by his place to help him pack a lil before heading to the airport. Initially, i didn`t wanna send him off because i am trying ma very best not to meet his family because after all these four years plus, i still feel very awkward around his family. Not that i don`t like his family but they`re just too difficult to understand. I wonder if his family will ever treat me like how ma family does towards him. I mean at the least just ask how am i doing and stuff since i don`t always meet them. Is that too much ?

I was in the van with his other family members yesterday to the airport and i was feeling very uncomfortable throughout the journey. Not even one of them talked to me but i don`t wanna complain much because i was there just to see him off and noone else. Just so you know, there is this side of me that says i still love and care fer him. I don`t wish to waste our fours years just like that but its okay, we shall wait till we both are really ready to commit.

Before he entered the gate, he salam-ed and hugged every of his family member like again and again. What else could i afford to do besides standing and holding back tears right. Once he entered, he called to apologise that he didn`t get to hug me cause his dad was there. I was doing good in holding back ma tears when his sister-in-law just had to talk to me about their family and giving me all the support to not give up this thing between us just because of how his family treats me which in the end burst those tear crystals i`ve held back. What more with him waving to me behind those glass panels.

Ah well, i wish i could understand maself better. Now that he`s away, i am starting to feel all the guilt. Despite being rude towards him most of the time, he is still there talking and waiting patiently fer me, still showing all the care and endless love he has fer me.

He has been telling me he dreamt about his plane crashing fer a few days consecutively before he left. What IF yesterday was the last i could see him ? What IF i do not get the chance to seek fer his forgiveness ? Then again, i`ll always pray fer his safe return. Though i still have some others around, there is still this part of me amiss.

I hope he`ll get the chance to call me even if it is fer a few seconds. Come home soon. And shit, why the tears now ? Haven`t said this in a very long time,

I MISS YOU LURVE.

2008-10-17T11:37:00.004+08:00

"just my luck"

'Aishah and me at work

I had a fucking bad day last two days. Already i was very busy with ma work, some people just had to make things worse. Nevermind that i was asked to arrange fer a last minute urgent courier, these people just had to make last minute changes to the time and place and i had to call the courier guy again and again. I was of course much more annoyed than the courier guys were because at the end of the day i will be the one the guys grumble at though they know i am very much not at fault. But i`m fine with it because i know doing despatch is crazy.

What`s so bad then ? Ma menses just had to come at that very day when i was all so busy and pissed and when i already have plans to go out after work ! That left stains on ma pretty grey jeans which i ended locking maself up in the ladies fer fifteen minutes or so washing the damn stains off ma pants.

And what`s worse was when i received a childish tag saying i flirt with 'HER' boyfriend just because of the picture taken. MY GOD, how narrow minahs these days. First, i know his girlfriend. Second, i was just SITTED beside him when taking photo, not hugging or anything of that sort. Third, if i wanted to flirt with him, i would`ve rode on his bike instead of Aidil`s. Fourth, either the person`s too blind to see or too dumb to understand the word P-L-A-T-O-N-I-C. Haiyah, hilop susah, mati pon susah.

Then last night, mom was teasing me saying i seldom help ma dad eversince i found new friends who ride. She was referring to Aidil and friends obviously. And when i told her i`ve known Aidil fer five years now, she gave me that look and went, "Really meh ?". Ah well, what can i say.

2008-10-15T14:07:00.010+08:00

"a-a-a-a-a-a-Apollo"

Dudes, its self-timer !

I had dinner at Maxwell with Radin and Lan after work yesterday. Couldn`t go far as i had to help the dad afterwhich. They both stayed with me fer a while. And as the three of us were talking, the big red SULO truck stopped along the road to obviously collect all the rubbish from the green goblins, the bins that is. And because i see the same truck, same driver and same workers practically every night at Duxton, it is only basic courtesy fer us to acknowledge one another, no ? So i just raised ma hands with the 'peace' sign to the driver and he did the same thing in return, that`s how we acknowledge each other by the way.

And then they were both like, "Wah, you even know the garbage driver ?" What d`you think ? I see them EVERY single night i`m at Duxton. The garbage truck then moved off so we continued talking when suddenly, one of the worker came running towards us and took out twenty bucks from his pocket and said to me, "Dek, abang tu kasi duit raye." Wow, i got green packet from the garbage truck driver ! Nothing big, i know. Ouh come on, who doesn`t like green packets ?

Of all other songs...

Yes, Aidil.

Zul. Aidil. Subi.

Subi in action

Aidil, Subi and Zul picked me up minutes past twelve and headed to Apollo Centre. What else, keh-ree-yo-ki, again. I swear the microphones were making hell of a noise last night plus the lagging of the songs system. Tsk, no good. But it was okay. Now let me just recall. I met Aidil and friends last two Sundays fer bowling and then the following Wednesday fer movie followed by last Saturday`s raya visiting with his colleagues and then yesterday fer keh-ree-yo-ki. Gosh, we used to be contacting and meeting up only once in a blue moon. Seems like the moon is always blue every few days now. Haha. Still, platonic shall remain platonic. =)

Yes, i was in this outfit from work to Duxton to Apollo.

2008-10-13T16:02:00.018+08:00

"shaggedy doo"

Nadia, pretty adorable.

FRIDAY; Was at Duxton with Lan helping dad out since there was order. In the midst of being busy running two places, NEA just had to come by. So we just closed one side and continued on the other. Because dad was running only one side and there were too many of us helping, Lan and me decided to make a move to play pool.

The MacRiders

And their illegally parked bikes under the void deck

SATURDAY; Aidil texted me the night before asking me to go raya-ing with him. Initially he said they were all supposed to meet at one thirty in the afternoon so i rushed home in the morning only to find out they postponed it to four evening. Since i still have so much time, i went to a shop nearby ma place with ma sisters fer manicure. Nevermind the fact that i had to wait about half an hour fer ma turn because the place was so cosy plus they had their tee-vee tuned in to kids` central fer ma two `lil brats and they serve us water too. I did express manicure with designs on six of ma nails, of which one was complimentary, all fer only fifteen bucks and that is so so much cheaper than many other places lah. I am a very satisfied customer indeed. =)

And that is Aidil if you haven`t know

I went back, took a nap before i was awakened by Aidil`s text saying he was on his way. After picking me up, we headed to meet the rest of his friends. Meeting time was supposed to be at four but as usual, janji melayu, everyone else came only at five.

Yes, this was the meeting point.

On the road

To the lift lobby at Punggol

At one of their manager`s place

And another manager`s place

We left the last house at eleven plus, went back to Aidil`s and waited fer him outside while he got changed then he sent me home and waited fer ma turn to change which i took quite a while because i rested ma eyes fer a bit. Haha. Afterwhich he offered to send me to town since it was way past twelve, to meet Lan, Afad and Nadia.

Room 20

Yes, we went keh-ree-yo-kiing at Ming Arcade till four in the morning. We sure had loads of fun screaming and feeling like some superstars though we know how horrigible we all sound, tsk.

Feeling-feeling

And this cousin of mine, he can imitate Jamal Abdillah and Anuar Zain very well. Very good imitator, Arafat ! Ouh, he is full of expressions too when singing. Especially when he sang "tercipta untukku by ungu", which was by the way, the last song he sang fer his recent ex-girlfriend, the girl whom he loved dearly. Ah well, just a normal phase one gotta go through in relationship.

SUNDAY; I was all so shagged after Lan and maself had lunch at town but we still went to watch movie. And i swear the movies The Cathay was showing that evening were all so boring. Lan eventually decided on Rock and Rolla and even before purchasing the tickets, i knew i was gonna fall asleep in the theatre. True enough, i slept but got up about an hour before the show ended. Well, eventhough i don`t quite know what the show was all about besides the painting everyone was chasing after, the ending was kinda cool.

Thought of going back after the movie but mom called while i was in the theatre saying there was noone home. So Lan rang Radin up and we met at Marina Square fer bowling. Just two games and we sat at Esplanade fer a while. I washed up and bummed on bed the moment i reached home at twelve.

PS: Don`t remind me. I know i look fat in the pictures, infact, i know i`m fat. Maybe i need a boyfriend to stress the hell out of me. Then prolly when i am all so depressed and such, i can lose some weight huh. Haha okay, not a good idea.

2008-10-10T17:50:00.002+08:00

"Cause it`s d-a-m-a-g-e-d"

I have gotten it straightened back again. Barely two weeks and there goes ma curls. I thought of letting it stay a lil longer cause that`s what mom said too but nah, i don`t think i can stand the texture and troublesome-ness of maintaining it fer even a day longer. I want the kind of hair i can wake up to without even showering or applying any sort of moisturiser and good to go. Now, ma hair`s completely dry and they cut it too thin ! I have done soooo much damage to it i should stop bleaching, colouring, perming, blabla-ing already. I hope.

2008-10-09T15:37:00.005+08:00

"so nice."

Caught House Bunny or rather, Honey Bunny as per Subi, with Aidil and himself. Must have been the Duxton girls, haha. Because they were both there eating satay last night before the movie. And even before that, we had dinner at KTM, railway station. Mann, been a while since i stepped into that area.

Aidil was so nice to be treating me to dinner and movie. And why was that so ? Because that dear friend of mine passed his basic theory test yesterday after a second attempt, i think. So he called me up last evening to 'celebrate' it. Back to the movie, it was hilarious and definitely worth the bucks. I was sitted in the middle of the two guys and they were laughing freaking loudly lah. And i can never understand how these people actually eat salted popcorns. Its as good as eating salt, yuck.

Subi wanted to go keh-ree-yo-ki, which is karaoke by the way and i didn`t know it was pronounced in such a way, afterwhich. But we ditched the idea because Aidil wasn`t quite up to it i suppose. So they just sent me home and we chilled at the bus stop fer a while talking about religion, of all the damn things. Haha.

Now after doing the math, i realised i am fifty-two years old.

In bunny years. wth, haha !

2008-10-07T17:54:00.005+08:00

"aku engkau"

This is what happens when two brothers meet. And from the video itself you can know how ma two brothers Aslan and Ashik suck at Malay. Tsk tsk.

2008-10-06T11:00:00.013+08:00

"formula one fever, still"

Really concentrating

Went bowling with Aidil and gang yesternight. Afterwhich, all six of us Daytona-ed and i came in third. Of course i had a good time crashing some of their cars. Haha, afterall that`s what racing is all about right ?

Zanna

And then we went fer supper. We took about an hour just to get to a place to fill our tummies. Initially, we headed to West Coast`s Cheese Prata but fer whatever reason, it was closed. So they decided on Boon Lay hawker centre or something but was also closed. Then we decided on Jurong West`s Teh Tarik but we ended up going round and round and round just to find Mr Teh Tarik. Ouh gosh, what a luck !

Saturday`s visiting with family.

Loves

Our air steward brother, Ashik.

New Jelita models. Right !

Mama

With Mama`s fam

2008-10-03T17:09:00.006+08:00

"it started when we were young, girl"

I remembered she was the first girl i made friend with in primary school. A very close friend back then, indeed. And i remembered the times i "ran away" from home when i was in primary four. Why ? Because i always complained to this girl here on how much i hated being at home getting scoldings and all. Then there was this one day when we actually left from school late in the evening and i was afraid to go home because i jolly knew i would be screamed at. So what did this girl do to help me ? She psycho-ed me to go back to her place instead else i would get scoldings and beatings bla bla bla. So i did, eventually, went to her place.

I was there till dusk but it was of course impossible fer me to be staying over at her place knowing i was only ten. I had no choice but to call ma real mom to fetch me and take me home as i was living with ma dad. So at least ma mom can be there to explain things to ma dad and in one way or another, protect me. I have always been the one giving problem after problem at home when i was younger. Well, stubborn is ma middle name. Haha.

But today, i thank god daddy and ibu were strict towards me back then. Because of the way they brought me up, i wasn`t strayed and all. All the scoldings i always get from them was what made me who i am today.

Yuniza and i, we have known each other since we were seven years old. That means today, marks our 13th year of friendship. I can`t believe it maself either. We may not be seeing or contacting each other every now and then but catching up on one another even if it is only once or twice a year is good enough. So Yuniza Bte Djohan Khoo, thank you fer being a good friend all these years. Heh.

And Atikah, i think i only met her in primary four. She transferred from some other school into ours. Wasn`t that close to her then because i transferred to another school the following year. Nonetheless, the three of us never fail to meet up every Ramadhan fer iftar and catching ups. But we missed last year`s because Yuniza had some things to attend to or sort. So the last we three met was two years back, when i still looked so kental despite being eighteen.

Let`s hope we three last.

2008-10-02T17:08:00.027+08:00

"SALAM AIDILFITRI !"

I am back at work after a very long weekend cum holiday. Fruitful but tiring.

FRIDAY; Met Lan fer break-fast at Beach Road. Walked down to the Formula One entrance because Lan was confident saying that we would be able to catch a glimpse of the cars from there but end up seeing nothing except hearing the loud engines. So we walked out of the area and moved further down to Suntec City and had Gelare.

Along the way to train station, we managed to get a good but not so good view of the cars. It was packed, obviously. And the sounds of the engines were so deafening i didn`t wish to stay any longer. So we left and i headed to mom`s place because ma mission was to bake kueh over the weekends. Heh.

SATURDAY; Started off baking chocolate chip cookies. Mom only helped a while before going to Johore with the rest. So it was only me and mom`s helper baking chocolate chip and honey cornflakes througout the entire day. They reached home only after midnight with a packet of spring roll fer me.

SUNDAY; Mom was on morning shift so it was me and the helper, yet again, baking almond london. This time round was without mom`s single help. Tough but satisfied knowing that it all came from ma very own hands. Outcome of the goodie was okay, just not sweet and crispy enough, according to mom. Well i was fasting, what d`you expect ?

I caught the Formula One race on tee-vee. I have never been so interested and engrossed in such races before but i guess it is only normal especially when it happened right here in your own city when you least expected it.

Like how i have always loved looking at Taufik Batisah`s smile, i can never get enough of Hamilton`s too. They have very attractive cheeky smile, don`t you think ?

Baking of kueh mission accomplished !

Ibu

MONDAY; Went to the bank with mom to change notes afterwhich, if you noticed, permed and highlighted ma hair. But i don`t quite like the outcome and am still kinda regretting it though some people said i look just fine. I only like it when its wet, mmm. I thought it makes me look fat too, or have i already been all along ? Tsk ! Doesn`t help that i fasted throughout the month.

Tanglin Halt cap-lau

TUESDAY; I cleaned the entire room that i share with ma sister, brothers and helpers. Its all clean and spacious now. But you wouldn`t wanna open up our cupboards and look at what mess its in. Haha ! Girls just can`t keep their apparels cupboard neat fer very long huh ?

Met Lan at Bugis in the afternoon to get ma nails done, red with dragonflies-which-looked-more-like-flowers on ma thumbs. Poor Lan had to stand and wait fer quite a while. Looks like i have been meeting him alot lately, huh. Anyways, broke our fast at Raffles Hospital before heading to Geylang Bazaar. Already the crowd on eve of raya is bad enough, what more with the heavy rain. Plus i had to buy flowers fer the mom, scarf fer the sis, kuehs fer bibik, green packets fer all of us and a suit fer maself which i contemplated initially.

But Lan eventually told me to grab it. Damn expensive cann ! Hundred bucks fer one suit ? I guess its worth the amount lah since its quite nice also. BUT, ma dear dear sis just had to spoil the pants on morning of raya. I thought she is only a sucker when comes to cooking and stuff BUT, she just had to spoil ma lovely pants by ironing it too hot. Please thank god you`ve got a patient, sweet, lovely and allthatsnice little sister who didn`t flare at you, kakak.

So, tell me i`m a nice little girl and that ma long, long weekend was spent wise enough. =)

The irritating brother

Asmira and Asrafi Asat

Ma nephew, a total replica of his father, above.

Ziqri Asrafi is one smart kid

And his brother, Yushua Asrafi.

And then i was telling brother, his next child`s name would prolly start with an X since his first start with Z and second with Y.

A normal routine every year, ate when the guys are back from raya prayers, got ready and all six of us lined up to seek forgiveness from the parents before moving off. But this year was different. Our first and only destination (because i am only left with one grandad from ibu`s side and a grandmom from mama`s) this year was Changi General Hospital since the grandad is still not able to go home. Met the rest of mom`s relatives there.

In case you haven`t know, yes, we wear tudung every first day of raya.

CGH

Left: Dah cute-cute pakai tudung, abeh pakai nail polish.
Right: Dah cute-cute pakai tudung, abeh tindik lidah.

Haha, aunties these days. Ade jer nak comment. Tsk tsk.

That`s Daddy

And because ma dad is the eldest from every side of his family (sounds complicating ?), we have the advantage of staying home after our first visit every year and expect family after family to come. It is cool but not so cool especially now that our house is smaller. But since we live on the ground level, we are able to use the space outside which daddy calls the 'garden', to put tables and chairs fer guests while waiting fer their queue number to enter. Okay nonsense, haha.

Ma little (younger) cousins. Look at how "little" they are.

Or am i just petite ? Heh.

Instead of getting alot of green packets like i used to back during school days, i gave them out this time round. Surprisingly, i also got four green packets yesterday.

Family photo of two zero-zero eight

Left to right: Aslan, Asliana, Asat, Asfiqah, Ratna, Asfidah, Asmira, Asfian

2008-09-26T16:37:00.002+08:00

"tong ta ola kain langsir ela ela"

Its good to be meeting up old mates. Had break-fast with Yuniza and Atikah at Pattaya Gardens. The food was good, been a long time since i had tom yum. Prawn pancake sounds weird but it was really nice. We gave the dessert a miss though cause we totally forgot all about it. So we walked from Eunos all the way down to the bazaar. And i had dendengs, each of every flavour, FUH-REE from Dendeng House. Of course there was someone there i knew hence, the free chikin and beef. Heh.

And then we had some goodie testing too. The pineapple tart... omg. I can`t wait fer the festive now. Because munching those goodie goodie is all i`m anticipating fer this time round. So the next time anyone wanna bring me there, make sure i get the goodies tested throughout the stretch. Heh heh.

The last we three met fer iftar was two years back. Reminiscing the old silly times when i pee-ed in mother tongue class, all thanks to Cikgu Hamidah, who is still alive by the way Yuniza, and who chased after who back in primary four or so. The hate-relationship between Yuniza and this one girl which actually lasted up till now fer godknowswhat reason. Haha. And i still can`t believe that Yuniza and i have known each other since we were seven lah. Ouh how much we`ve grown.

I have been listening to raya songs on air since the past few days. Obviously that`s because in a few days time marks the end of Ramadhan and that means i can eat and eat and munch and munch all day long ! Pineapple tarts, honey cornflakes, chocolate chip cookies, almond london and whathaveyous. I can`t wait !

Yesterday`s pictures will be uploaded soon because ma camera is now with abang.

2008-09-25T13:44:00.002+08:00

"young and sweet, only seventeen"

Me and the colleagues caught Mamma-mia last evening. Before that, managed to have quick dinner at MacDonald`s. And i really mean quick because by the time we reached Ang Mo Kio Hub, it was already seven and we had to rush to catch the seven-thirty show. There were eight of us by the way. So we were literally gobbling down our meals.

The show itself was fabulous. Or maybe because i have always enjoyed musicals like Hairspray and this one. Eventhough i don`t quite listen to songs of the 70`s, i mean how many of us still listen to ABBA right, nonetheless, i enjoyed the show pretty much. Like the songs and dances and all, it really gets you grooving. It makes you wanna "move it, move it. get up and start to do it." Haha, the song from Hi-5 me and ma sisters looove dancing to.

Anyway, can you imagine our famous 007 in that musical ? Weird. You can even witness him singing. But just so you know, Pierce Brosnan does action better. He has very bad vocal, seriously. But its okay. "you can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life. oooohhhh..." I am still in Mamma-miiiaaaaaaa mood, ha.

2008-09-23T16:10:00.005+08:00

"Everything that used to matter
don`t matter no more"

A friend chatted with me on msn via his mobile yesterday. A very long time friend i`m not close to and who barely even acknowledge me though we always see each other online. Okay, he is a good friend of Aidil who is a good friend of mine. What shocked me was when he asked, "Are you still single ? Just a random question." Indeed it was very random. So i just said, "whaddup ?" And then he went, "Do you still contact Aidil ? Why not you go fer him ?"

I was like "WHAAAAT ?" Crazy or what ? Aidil and i have been good friends fer a few years now though we only contact occassionally. And i have never seen him as someone more than a good friend. It didn`t even cross ma mind, infact. That friend even claimed i have feelings towards Aidil. Should i not be surprised, you tell me ? I was totally confused and went totally blank throughout the whole conversation. What was all that about, seriously ? Gosh.

And then suddenly, i have alot of people i don`t even know viewed and added me up on friendster which i obviously, am not interested at all. I still find facebook so annoying and confusing. I can barely understand their applications and stuff so i gave up. Well, i still check on it once in a while but i guess sticking to friendster would be just fine.

Plan to break-fast with ma primary school babes today got ditched because one of them is down with food poisoning. Anyways Yuniza, see ya on Thursday instead. =)

PS: I miss those times. But i am STILL not ready fer another.

2008-09-22T16:45:00.010+08:00

FRIDAY; To the airport, again, to meet mom. She was late ! So i had to break-fast on ma own at Burger King before she arrived. And i wanna be a Singapore girl too ! If only i had longer legs...

SATURDAY; Went over to mom`s after practical to bake. Whee ! I managed to bake chocolate chip cookies, chocolate koko krunch and all time favourite honey cornflakes. Let`s just see how much of the goodies will be left within these eight days. Will be heading to mom`s again coming friday since i might be taking leave next Monday and Tuesday. That means i will have a long weekend before raya comes. I`ll bake till i drop this weekend. Haha.

SUNDAY; Lan wanted to bring me out to satisfy his craving fer pizza but by the time we both reached home from mom`s, it was already near six. So we just had mee rebus fer break-fast at ma place. Sorry Lan, next time perhaps. Walked around Ikea and Queensway after break-fast in search fer his slippers.

Dad told Lan, "She has been crying everday, not wanting to eat and all..."

He was kidding, obviously ! But what the hell ? I don`t do such things anymore, anyway. Weird how he can still be coming over to ma place and all eventhough things between us are over, isn`t it ? Well, let`s just see him as a good family friend fer now. Afterall, he has been very close to the kids and surprisingly, still is after so many months of not seeing them.

Ha well, the festive is nearing. Must seek forgiveness already. That means must cry ? NOOOOOOOOOO !

Supergirl can fly. I don`t need both, do i ?

2008-09-19T17:42:00.010+08:00

"Dendeng fever"

As planned, me and ma babes had break-fast over at Mak`s Place last night and apparently, i was the only one fasting. Tsk tsk. The food wasn`t at all great, to me atleast. Or maybe we just had the wrong choice of food. Sat fer a lil while before boarding bus thirtieth, right Dee ?, to the bazaar. Walked around every corner of the bazaar in search of a couple suit fer Sha and only Sha. Aww, such sweet friends you have right Sha ? Heh. And i want more dendengs !!

Amy and Sha

Dee and Zee

Alright, will be heading down Changi Airport after work to accompany mom since uncle is arriving back. Till then, chalo bete.

2008-09-16T15:28:00.018+08:00

"Now, the whole picture`s clear."

FRIDAY; I end up going to Joo Chiat Complex instead of Arab Street to get the cloths since its nearer to ma office. That`s where i saw Nurul Aini. Gorgeous. And i had a jolly good time taking silly photos with ma babygirls after break-fast.

The sofa !

SATURDAY; Annoying, annoying. Received missed calls early in the morning from ma superior. Boss asked her to get someone to go buy the cloths because the ones that were bought the day before was cut into smaller pieces and i just had to be that kind soul to agree on buying it even if it means being late, yet again, fer ma practical. I was practically rushing throughout ma whole journey only to be left with fifty minutes fer ma prac. Ah well. Anyways, we had a mini birthday celebration fer Ida during our pre-dawn meal.

HAPPY EIGHTH BIRTHDAY MA LOVE !

Met Lan at town in the evening to break our fast at Fish and Co. Walked and shopped a lil before heading home. And i still think his camp mates are childish. Sorry.

SUNDAY; Was supposed to work in the afternoon doing banquet serving but ma body didn`t feel good. I got all ready fer work when i suddenly vomitted. There goes ma fast. Sorry fer the last minute info Ain. Night travelling is so much fun. Going to places i have never been is double the fun. Atleast i know these places exist, ha.

MONDAY; And because i wasn`t feeling too good the day before, i took medical leave. Went to the polyclinic with mom and dad since dad wasn`t feeling well either. Was supposed to break-fast at mom`s but as always, too lazy. Bummer.

TODAY; Back to work. Still a lil sick but manage to fast. =)

2008-09-12T14:38:00.005+08:00

MONDAY; What a trip to Geylang ! Went there after break-fast with mom to get some stuffs fer an event. The crowd was good except the food bazaar of course. But it was still okay prolly because it was a weekday. Then the rain just had to spoil the night. Getting all drenched with heels, a handbag, food and a heavy bag full of praying items fer the event wasn`t at all nice. Pfft !

TUESDAY; Went over to mom`s again fer break-fast. Had ma hair dyed to dark brown which looks almost black. Ouh yes, i actually dozed off while mom was colouring ma hair. Woke up, showered and got ready to go home. I dragged the time because i was soooo sleepy, sooo tired and sooo lazy to go back but i had to. Left mom`s around eleven pm. I was all ready fer bed when a friend called to meet up. And yes, i have always always heard of DBL O but this was the night i finally knew where its located. Infact, it was ma first time to Robertson Walk. Kental right, i know. And nope, i wasn`t there to club or anything of that sort. Since when right ? Met his friend there and then picked up a customer. A totally drunk Japanese customer. Yea, i accompanied him to do drive home. The customer`s Mercedez Benz was awesome.

WEDNESDAY; I was twenty-five minutes late fer work ! Thank god ma superior understands since i became a despatch girl and ran an errand after office hour fer a colleague the day before. Haha. It`s the tenth but it was only ma second day of fasting. How sad. There was satay order so i headed down Duxton after work. Boy, it sure seemed very long since the last time i was there. Heh..

THURSDAY; Thanks dude fer waking me up in the middle of the night, dragging me out of the house. No business fer the night so we just chilled. And please, Kent Ridge is freaking boring. I think Fort Canning is better lor.

The parents have already bought a new set of sofa which will be coming in today and half of our living room was already painted when i got home yesterday. And i`ve gotta go down to Arab Street soon to get the boss some cloths. Good getaway from the office on a Friday. Next thing i know when i return back to office later, its time to knock off. Nyeahaha !

Okay, time to go.

Chalo bete !

`Juz-a-Lil-Gur|`__*MyRa*__`

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